Your Majesty - 2011;

My Masjesty(2011), sorry I reported late.
No, don't behead me.
No, don't kick me into the dungeon.
It's almost a month since I last blogged, I plead guilty.
Always better to be late than nothing, isn't it?
So.. I'm here to update my life.
Previously, I did a 'detail report'(A.K.A post) for around 7-10 days during my December holidays.
But.... I decided not to present you that..
It's kindah naggy.
Waitwait, it's sweet too!
To prevent you from falling asleep and the risk of getting diabetes like me, I shall redo a new 'report', which is.. apparently this.
Previously.. I mentioned about attending a camp..
It was fine, not as bad as I thought.
You know.. I have problem facing many people. Especially those "all eyes on you" situation. I had many imaginations before the camp started.
Like.. turning jelly instantly. Stammered non-stop like an idiot. Blah-blah-blah.
I did encounter situations like.. Mind turn blank instantly? Stammered abit here n there? Feelin' like an idiot, don't know what should I do next?
But seriously, thank God, it's much more better than my i-maah-gerrr-nah-tion
So 4 days 3 nights passed like this.
Well, I had many first time during December. If you ask me what's the best song that describe my life, I will tell you "Back To December", excluding lyrics, including title.
I'm full of nonsense...
Please allow me to have the honour of listing out my First Times in December 2010
First Time working(sort of)
First Time being Mass Dance Instructor
First Time working
First Time dining at Yakun
First Time going his house
First Time playing Tekken with him
First Time playing Tekken with stranger
First Time playing Street Fighter with him
First Time meeting his family
First Time meeting his relatives
First Time dining with his family
First Time wrapping presents
First Time celebrating X'mas and New Year Countdown at his relatives' house
First Time receiving X'mas gifts from friends, his mum, aunt and cousin
First Time going Marina Barrage
Last but not least, First Time feelin' so loved
There's something I must share to end 2010 perfectly after the thunder and storms I encountered in the early year.
I found the love of my life, Joseph Kwan.
I'm good, he's feeding me well, I'm growing fatter each day under his care.
Ask me.. "What's his signature dish?" I will say "Love", I eat it everyday, never get enough and never stop eating for a second. But high content of sugar. It's giving me diabetes. And sadly, this dish is only available to me. (I feel so shameless)
He ask me "Why you look so adorable ah?", every single day.
He hit the record of more than 5 times for today, 11 January 2011.
He tell me "I love you so much", every single day.
10 of January 2011, the release of O'level result.
I did badly, and I'm no proud of my results at all.
It was so much worse than I expected.
Many said, 'expect the unexpected', I wondered, why am I expecting the bad kind of unexpected.
I was disappointed. I cried. There's nothing else I could do.
Reap what you sow.
Blame myself for being distracted during O's period.
Blame myself for studying one day before the paper.
It's over, life has to move on.
And there's a fullstop one should put at complaining over their results.
Because... it's gonna irritate people who score lower than you.
Because... people gonna bitch about you, for bitching over your results.
Because... it's not the end of the world.
No matter what.. I still thank God.  At least.. I know, there's still someone there telling me "Don't cry, I'm proud of you"
Ever since I received my result, I'm tortured by the thought of "JC or Poly?", "Which Poly courses?", "What if I choose wrong courses?"
This feelin' sucks seriously.
I took a break to update my little diary.
So here I am.
Apart from choosing courses, I'm getting headache for setting up blogshop. Making of the skin is a pain. As well as guitar lesson, which is commencing on this Saturday morning. Should I do some research for the guitar lesson?
Maybe...
I have been spending 99.9% of my holiday with him, and every single day is a great one.
Heading to Temasek Polytechnic with Heather Teo for some talks and enquiries.
I can spend time missing him 24/7.
It's 1.28a.m now, I shall end my 'report' here, and spend the rest of my time chatting with him before the dawn comes.
XOXO;